STARTING is always the hardest part!

Day 126 (00:43)- Today was rough. Saying that the day was filled with anxiety and tears would not be an understatement. I can feel that I’m holding MYSELF back… I’ve never started an online business and I keep getting in my own head about it. Who am I to do this? I’m not an expert? What if I can’t do it? Simply put, it’s hard to START. In reality I know what I need to do next but today I allowed my reservations, fears and doubt get the best of me. But I’m not backing down from starting this business and I’m certainly not going to hide these parts of the journey.

Day 127 (03:09) – Last night Eddie and I gave ourselves a deadline; we have until the end of THIS week (four more days) to move forward with either a membership or a course to start our online business. IF we are still stuck by the end of the week we are going to put this business on hold and move onto another business idea. I keep going back and forth on too much regarding the next step in this new venture and I’ve had enough… enough of the doubt and self-imposed pressure to do everything perfectly… I need this deadline and I’m thankful for it.

I DON’T want to walk away from what we’ve been working on so I’m pretty sure that I’m going to make something happen by the end of this week. In fact, I’ve already started! I’m exploring moving forward with an online course and the ideas are flowing! I always seem to do great with deadlines and after a very low point… *insert pace palm*

Day 128 (06:22)- It’s only mid-week and I’ve already experienced so many emotions! I feel mentally and emotionally exhausted from Monday’s pity party/anxiety attack so we took the day off today! We needed to recharge, re-set and re-center ourselves, our vision and our plan. I’m confident this little break is going to help us be incredibly productive during the rest of the week, I can’t wait!

Thank you so much for being here!


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